i was overwhelmed by your collective emotion.

Hi guys what's up how are you I had a SURPRISE REVELATION like ten minutes ago that the reason I never feel like I have anything to update about is that I TWEET EXCESSIVELY AND GET IT ALL OUT OF MY SYSTEM THAT WAY, so I don't have that same I HAVE TO TELL THIS STORY, /UPDATE.BML TIME!!!!!!!!!!! drive like I used to. TODAY I HELPED MY SISTER MOVE INTO HER FRESHMAN DORM AND I FUMBLED HER TV WHILE SETTING IT UP AND FUCKED UP THE DISPLAY SO I HAD TO GO OUT AND BUY HER A NEW ONE, THAT WAS FUN. I mean whatever I could be super FML about it but WHATEVER, THESE THINGS HAPPEN, WHO CARES, WHY BOTHER BEING MAD AT MYSELF ABOUT IT. Also classes started and I fully just DID NOT GO to the first session of either of my in-person classes, not in an avoidant or lazy way but in a "OH, FUCK, THAT WAS YESTERDAY? kind of way. Good job, self. [WHAT IS UP WITH ME THIS WEEK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW. Get it together!]

I also feel like this was probably lost in the shuffle but it should be known that I ended up seeing Pacific Rim in theaters a total of eight times. #CHAMPION

Anyway who gives a FUCK about anything I just said I'm actually here to cry helplessly about Breaking Bad.

( D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: that's me for an hour every sunday )

( BREAKING BAD IS BACK! EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING! )

IN OTHER NEWS I've been feeling shitty about pretty much EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF for the last week or so, which is always fun. The best way to handle this would probably be to DO A LOT OF THINGS and KEEP MYSELF BUSY, which is why it's very convenient that I just dropped a month's pay on my fall tuition bill and won't be able to afford to do anything ever again. HELPFUL!!!! Either way classes start up in three weeks and from then on it'll hopefully be ALL MOMENTUM ALL THE TIME and I won't be so focused on my own awfulness! FINGERS CROSSED!